moira rose

online journal that no one will see

[a broken soul @abrokensouI]

how it feels to be self aware and still repeat self destructive patterns

[kitty 🐻 @xoo_kitty]

i honestly think depression eats your neurons. i don’t feel as smart as i used to

[a broken soul @abrokensouI]

i wаnnа kiII mysеlf but not forever just for like 2 days

[moira rose @undiddler]

better tomorrow and no longer feel overwhelmed by my sorrow and anxiety, and get back on the horse they call life and find the people that make everything worth it in the end.

[moira rose @undiddler]

so confused about what to do to get my life together, walked out of a job orientation because “it didn’t feel right” but deep down it was because im too scared to dig roots in this new city I moved to, I still have so many doubts about staying here, it’s so lonely and boring, -

[moira rose @undiddler]

temporarily found the courage to get out of my comfort zone and took steps to take control of my life, but now that i’m here, i have no where to go, nobody to talk to, or get comforted by, it’s very freeing but also distraughtful knowing your on your own, but im hoping to feel -

[moira rose @undiddler]

This life is so exhausting and sometimes I feel it’s easier to give everything up and enjoy the peace and nothingness but everytime i eventually give in to the joy and wonder and happiness in life

[moira rose @undiddler]

just moved to a new city a little over a week ago, already went back for the weekend and did drunk karaoke w my best friends and i’m so homesick and terrified and constantly feeling like im not doing enough and im not good enough for this new supposed version of myself

[moira rose @undiddler]

got high and looked in the mirror for half a phoebe bridgers album man i look freaky