hayden

Why is God so quiet to my petition?

[hayden @unhwly]

#edtwt intro

⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔

⭑｡ 21 / mdni pls

⭑｡ bmi 24.4 ug bmi 18

⭑｡ schizoaffective (not bpd or bipolar!)

⭑｡ + a fair warning , i am religious due to some trauma when i was younger and go into religious psychosis occasionally during episodes!

ifb :)

[hayden @unhwly]

you know that scene in jennifer’s body where she’s in needys kitchen absolutely fucking up some chicken? that was me with roast that was 60% fat

[hayden @unhwly]

when i was 17, in the peak of my eating disorder, i tried to do a week long fast and in the middle of like day 3 i was so fucking hungry i took raw meat and put bbq sauce on it and ate it then threw it up and got food poisoning

[hayden @unhwly]

#edtwt stupid question but what are low cal foods that genuinely keep u full or is there any drinks that curb ur cravings :( it’s like no matter what i do i feel like a black hole and need to constantly eat

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@jiwooffee mee!!

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@ezrajumpscare nagi seishiro is that u

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this is a lie as a recovering alcoholic you actually get super bloated, moon face and your metabolism gets low and you constantly have the munches aka why beer belly is a thing !!

[hayden @unhwly]

@tokki2e what do you do for work to afford this bc a bag of takis would’ve sent me back financially a couple months

[hayden @unhwly]

@wrenstarves just kidnap him 🤗

[hayden @unhwly]

the evil relationship weight IGH, i was 140 when we got together and now i’m 156, i feel like a bloated whale everytime we go out i’m so embarrassed

[hayden @unhwly]

@wrenstarves hey so this was a lie

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binged 3 days in!! starvetober?? more like eat-like-a-fat-fucktober i’m gonna kms

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@fatnssevrdeen mf bf literally consumes the burger king menu for lunch and somehow loses a pound i genuinely don’t understand

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@raspberrycalz hello!

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@cranbcals AWFUL I HAD A EVIL DAY I HATE MT JOB

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@wrenstarves i do be loving the hot dogs that were rotating for a couple of days

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tried to omad w mac n cheese + nuggets and ended up fucking up panda express at 1am LMFAO I WILL STICK TO IT ONE DAY

[vic ★ @M0NST3REXIC]

how the first day went doesn't have to dictate the whole month it's okay it'll be okay

[Ash @ijustloveteatbh]

bmi 24s vs bmi 14s

[hayden @unhwly]

@cloudioes YAY, i only played one game but i’m working on playing the rest soon :D i just don’t know what order to play tjem in…