Also found out my ex bf is my ex gf and starting estrogen ☹️very confused feelings very sad feelings feeling like our whole relationship was a lie kinda spiraling but it’s okay because im a boss
Almost everyone i’ve ever spoken to has told me to stop apologizing so much but i rlly just don’t know how like bro. Im just sorry for everything. Everything is bad and i am Sorry
Everything has been horrible recently and my writing has been shit and i haven’t had the motivation to draw and i’ve been overeating and i failed my road test and i NEED TO DIE
I’m so fucking scared to die why do we have to die i don’t want to be nothing like obviously i won’t know im nothing because ill be nothing does that make sense whatever i just rlly hope its not nothing and its somewhere else my soul or consciousness can go to