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I know exactly how this ends

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Because I've had an eating disorder for a decade I don'ttttt know what my body looks like and at this point I'm ✨ too afraid to ask ✨

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@snowflxke I love you xxx

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I've just had my first proper meal in weeks so it's safe to say I'm recovered now thanks x bye ED see ya never

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@benzodiazepins Yeah genuinely the amount of times I've had mints or sleep for dinner it's shite

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Is lockdown really bad for anyone elses ed or just mine 💀💀

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I've made it xxx

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Watching an Amberlynn video and was instantly transported back to like 2013 when the ED community was obsessed with Supersize vs Superskinny

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@saItpetals It's so shite 💀 fully feels like I've regressed half a decade

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Imagine not being v stressed whenever someone takes a candid photo of you. Minor panic attack who?

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body checkin'

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I've straight up just stopped eating

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I might start writing about eating disorders and food

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Not bad for one meal in the last 24 hours

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I'm supposed to be recovered but here I am counting calories and skipping meals 🙃

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Suddenly it's 2013 again

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THERE ARE BETTER THINGS AHEAD

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Obsessed with body checking

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I've failed at the final hurdle and I'm so disappointed in myself

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I did NOT have time to cry for this long tonight but here we are I guess

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I'm so embarrassed with myself and everything I've ever done 🙃