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i can really use a hug right now.

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want to logout from the world

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i did something wrong again, didn't i?

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People don't really die from suicide.
People die from sadness, depression, etc.

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Never ignore a person that truly cares for you, because you might lose the moon while counting the stars.

well, i think i'm not even considered as a star, right?

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i wonder how much i can hold this
i wonder how much i can go down
sorry if i did something wrong
sorry if i said something wrong

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as expected, I don't fit in anywhere :(

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well, I'm pathetic

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you said it's your mood for talking...
i feel like your mood only apply to me, eh?
coz i saw you talking to others just fine...

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I wonder if you will do the same thing for me...
oh well, on second thought, of course you won't...
who am i, right? I'm nobody...

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you said just chat you
you said just share it to you
but...
why did i feel you don't wanna hear it?
why did i feel you don't wanna talk with me?

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all i ask is to have nice decent conversation with you...
but why do i have a feeling you don't wanna talk to me...

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it's funny how tiny things can make you overthink.

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seems like people around don't trust me at all...

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thank you for everything you have done.
sorry for everything i have done.

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i saw you online for hours but not talking to me. i'm afraid to ask...

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all i want is a best friend...

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should i just go back to the 'cave' and shut myself down from the world again? but i got a feeling if i do it, this time i won't be able to get out from it anymore...

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the most painful thing is when you can't say or ask about anything because you are afraid that you might just hurt yourself or hurt him/her.

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did you ever wonder what people were doing or what people were talking about being online for a long period of time?