ellie

19. 5'3, sw: 138.6 cw: 129.1 gw: 120 ugw: 90. dni if ur not #shedtwt #edtwt

[The big craig @flowers4chupi]

I hate fatspo cuz why are yall bullying these people it’s not making you any skinnier

[ellie @untitled100100]

i wish i had my person. my person i can talk to about anything. i've genuinely never felt more alone.

[meg🪽 @ningcvntcals]

how it feels to not be able to restrict like you used to

[𝕯𝖔𝖑𝖑🍭 @dollyyalice]

i want to look like these dolls so bad🤍

[ellie @untitled100100]

@skinnygawa recovery lwk. 7 months lollll

[ellie @untitled100100]

@witchfairygirl ur literally goals bro😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻

[ellie @untitled100100]

constant battle of wanting to get worse and recovery

[ellie @untitled100100]

i miss when my life didn't revolve around food and my appearance.

[ellie @untitled100100]

@edtessa_ @ceebehere LOL. it's okay i get that a lot but i fear it is also preventing me to be skinner

[ellie @untitled100100]

i'm such a fat fucking chud. don't be bmi 23.7. wouldn't recommend #edtwt #shedtwt

[ellie @untitled100100]

weird ahh body checks but... eh i can't wait to loose more weight #bc #edtwt #shedtwt

[ellie @untitled100100]

hey guys.. i know you missed me. i'll start posting again. lwk i wanted to recover but then i justed b&p but i don't wanna be doing that. i'm still 129.1 lbs which isn't good but at least i didn't gain.

[ellie @untitled100100]

@denizzyildizz60 fat distribution and muscle mass most likely

[ellie @untitled100100]

@skinnygawa ur still ⏳ tea.

[ellie @untitled100100]

@bd4pple brooo u look so cool.

[ellie @untitled100100]

@shelbzminus15 153g

[ellie @untitled100100]

dinner lol- Broccoli and Shrimp + rice (350 cals and 40 g protein) #edtwt also to the person that said my fork was ugly, fuck you.

[ellie @untitled100100]

@VivDoe6qdw yes ofc bebe

[ellie @untitled100100]

i fucking hate this shit like GET THIS FAT OFF ME FUCK. #edtwt #shedtwt

[ellie @untitled100100]

@allorass LMAO

[ellie @untitled100100]

okay just a little vent. last night i went and hung out with my ex bf (it was like a 2 month relationship but we broke up last November) and we said we can just be friends. but since hanging out with him i realized i might still have feelings for him. he's so handsome.