no, im not okay. i wanna talk to you so bad. i miss you so fucking much rn. i miss our conversations. i miss how we used to talk everyday. i miss the way you treated me when we first started talking.
why am i so attached to people that dgaf about me oh my god๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ shits pathetic.
Like I get everything comes when itโs supposed too, but I hate feeling like an outsider in my close relationships. Iโm jus tired of disappointment, I want to genuinely mean something to someone. Ugh
Idk if Iโm thinking to deep, but Ima sucker for the AI stories on the clock app BUT the stories with shape shifters sleeping with ppl weirds me out cuz itโs like they tryna normalize beastality on the low. Its not even subtle, Ew.
I took my gauges out to shower and let my ears breathe and itโs only been a day but you can def tell they are starting to stretch, Iโm so glad I went with the glass/dead stretching method๐๐โโ๏ธ