Reality // shtwt

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

i kept changing my pronouns so instead here's a short carrd so i dont have to keep redoing my intro
https://t.co/CAfh1oa8mg

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

i wont lie to you sh has become a hobby for me

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

GUYS SORRY I GOT RESTRICTED MY MAIN IS @unhumanvoid NOW

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

@slicedcuts same. edtwt scares me, my experiences with them have all been bad. they’re so mean and for what

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

thinking of talking to a crisis line but 1. their responses are always weird,, like a robot sent them and 2. i know i’ll probably just suddenly snap back into being fine and i’ll have to drag out the conversation so they believe me when i say i’m fine

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

i was fine 5 minutes ago and now i want to kill myself

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

in 4 hours i’ll be a week clean
#shtwt #beanstwt #barcodetwt

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

i’m trying to eat but i feel like i’m going to throw up

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

part of me wants to tell the truth for all these suicide and sh questions, but the other part doesn’t. i’m worried that people will abandon me if i’m honest about it.

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

HELP THIS TEST MY DOCTORS GAVE ME HAS A LOT OF QUESTIONS ABOUT SUICIDE AND SH AND IVE BEEN LYING THEN IT ASKS THIS #shtwt

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

why won’t this test just leave me alone 😭

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

not me adding “lol” to the end of a dark vent or joke to make it feel less serious

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

me being scared to open up about the possible bpd because what if i’m making it up

me the other night: split(?) on my dad because he sighed which triggered my fear of abandonment so i relapsed and had to talk to a crisis line so i didn’t off myself

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

@user768272931 same here

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

the reason i have so many is cause they were all incredibly impulsive (which is probably why they didn’t work). i think of plans and write notes but don’t set a date. it’s very impulsive

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

is it still a sewer slide attempt if no one noticed and you didn’t go to the hospital? cause if so i have over 10 or something #shtwt

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

@IAlphaShotAtomI @Azrxal it’s an addiction my dude. that’s what addictions do to you

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

@cuttysock no, same. i want the scars there but i have albinism so you can see a lot of my veins on my wrists so i just can’t get myself to do it. which i guess is a good thing

[Reality // shtwt @unworthyvoid]

YALL HOW??? #shtwt #barcodetwt