because I was too focused on the wrong things. also healing from times i’ve been betrayed by the people i thought I could count on & trust! my soul is still learning to clap for the pieces of myself that nobody wants to clap for. i am still in the process of figuring shit out..
im still healing. healing from it all. not only toxic relationships or heartbreaks. I am healing from the mistakes I made in the past. from.. family issues, friendship issues, from failing myself, from disappointments, and from expectations I couldn't reach..
life rarely rushes the things that are meant to last. what you’re waiting for is also understanding how to reach you properly, learning the address to your heart and codes to your soul. pauses are just part of the promise that what is meant for you will arrive without confusion.
Soulmates always end up together no matter how much love is lost, no matter how distant you become. You lose each other to find each other again. That’s what it’s like when someone is meant for you. If you leave, or they leave, you will return to each other forever… If it’s destined.