Anyone know a nice strategic video game I could like? So you know, never was a big fan of them until my BF showed me Victoria 3! I suck at it but I love it anyway haha
Do you guys struggle with anxiety like any time you try something new in your life? Like do you always fear to fail and lose precious time for that reason? Because I do! And that's fucking annoying! What do you do to keep going!
Does any of you tries to do the 75 hard challenge? I decided to do it with 6 different goals to achieve every day :) I'll let you know how things go :)
Guys, here's my planning for this week's streams. I'll be streaming at 8:30pm every night except for Thursday and Saturday. On these days, I'll stream earlier, probably during the day though I'm still not sure yet when exactly.
7. ...to manage to do it straight away, without any lumps along the way.
I still haven't managed to get my Russian to a level I would consider satisfactory. Therefore, I will keep studying it as often as I can and try to reach my goals and try and accept it, when I fail.
6. So here I am, I think I'm gonna stop studying. I still feel disappointed about my self but I feel relieved to finally stop lying to myself. I hope I'll manage to grow Onlyfans more, continue posting, cam more... I really do enjoy this job but it's hard when you try changing...
5. This voice has been harassing me for weeks and kept me from getting on with my life. I'd like to get rid of that voice. I'd like not to care about studies and stop considering that my self worth depends on school.
4. Somehow, my own value depended on my marks. I remember the way I felt every time I "underperformed" or at least, when I thought I did. An invasive and persisting voice in my head harassing me, telling me that I am not worth a penny.
3. I think I felt this way also because my family holds the act of studying in high regards. Like somehow, unconsciously I think, they tend to consider scholars to be on top of the social scale. And I inherited this point of view. Plus, I was always a very good student in school.
2. I've been feeling a bit low for the past weeks because of it. Or to be more precise, I felt low because I knew I failed but I still hung to the idea that somehow I'd manage to do it... It kind of paralyzed, keeping me to go forward and making me lose a lot of precious time...
1.This year I took a few resolutions to change my life from top to bottom
_learn Italian
_learn Russian
_move to Italy
_meet someone
_succeed my studies
_open a business
And I'm very happy to say that I've succeeded in almost everything except for my studies...