𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა

9teen𐂯
18+ MDNIִ
1970s trad goth & punk ♱ִ ࣪𖤐

a feral, uncollared, and sleepy mutt

૮₍ - ̫ -₎აᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

•｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅Intro •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅
9teen☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽
Call me dollie~♡
Hard kinks, fucked up topics, no tw.𐂯
A FND, BPD, agoraphobic, schizo medical nightmare( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 
My irls have this account (づ> v <)づ♡
Hard limits: shit, puke, piggy play, kitten play..(·•᷄ࡇ•᷅ )

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

Inhate myself idk what's wrong me I don't want to leave them behind but I can't but I don't understand at all

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

Getting high in the late night and hopping on vr, especially when you got full body and a no outside light headset, is so amazing and relaxing. No worries, no issues, no trauma, you exist in a parallel you are, but you are not.. I'm also severely schizophrenic..

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

Went to the Decibel magazine tour at The Nile last night (posting this at 3 am) ... how do I tell normal people that my favorite part was when I was in the pit and got decked in the face along with literally flung around and bruised up.. the bruises are sooo cute ^w^

[stupid idoit t @peeholelicker]

STOP DATING PEOPLE WITH BPD IF YOU AREN'T LOOKING FOR A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE I'M GOING INSANE

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

Harsher rape with lowkey condescending sounding sweet talk is my favorite, "I know, I know, I'm sorry little one its okay baby you have me"
with all your weight on top of me to forcefully hold me down to take it all
("; -˵ ᴗ - ˵) </3

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

Also that one trans woman on TikTok has fully clicker trained me and honestly I've been using it to treat depression so far... working okie

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

Why does jealousy for me feel genuinely like a heart attack.. why do I freak out and my heart rate rises I can feel my chest tighten, and my arm begins aching why does it physically hurt so bad every time

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

Who would have known I'd be back here.. drinking and cutting myself in late hours of the night. It's not like it's always the same shit. I. Am. Never. Enough. Ever.

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

"Puppy training this clicker training that" mAN FUCK YALL!! (I'm not jealous I swear)

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

..alone.. again... without my pookie bear..😔💔 (we literally have plans to hang this week)

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey, do you hate me..? Hey,

[𝓛𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵૮₍˶• ༝ •˶₎ა @urdumbdaughter]

The only thing that's gonna fix me is forced dick from a big perverted weirdo and tbh I'm okay with that at this point. 😔

[voxh @whenxver]

when the lovebombing wears off and you get abandoned

[Stella 🏳️‍⚧️🦴 @StellaFreaky]

that chubby pup WILL save you trust

[Pup Tamer @Pupswelcome]

I know you didn't /think/ you wanted to be my puppy, but look how far you've come! Wearing your ears, collar and tail willingly. Curled up in my lap, sucking on my fingers. I'm so glad I don't have to hurt you anymore puppy. You're never leaving, huh pup?

[𝐍 . @SNUFFDEITY]

Close-friend-turned-stalker who keeps sending you sinister letters, but changes their handwriting for every note filled with more and more disturbing threats - an elaborate scheme to drive you straight into their arms for safety and protection from "the people who are after you".