Honestly dying young would be the best option for me, i have no passion for any jobs in life, can barely handle alot of human interactions and need constant isolation to feel okay and it feels impossible to change that about myself no matter what I try, i hate being this way😭
my problem is that i always see suicide as an option 😭 i could be going through a remotely hard time and i'll just think 'i could kms tonight and not have to deal with this' 💀
i hate how sensitive i am to other ppl’s moods & emotions like i genuinely become Afraid when someone’s mannerisms are slightly off or their tone isn’t Normal. somehow all roads lead back to my parents giving me the silent treatment as a kid