Not being able to reciprocate my energy doesn’t surprise me, actually reciprocating it does. It exposes who’s actually ready or not, who’s still dealing with unresolved trauma and who’s actually healing or healed. One day someone will reciprocate your energy and you’ll be shook.
Being with a partner who treats others with respect and kindness is highly important to me.
I do not prefer someone who mocks others or needs to be over-dominant in social settings. Just because it lets me know that at the root, he might be very insecure.
I want to be as relaxed as a white boy born into generational wealth whose going to college for fun and has a job lined up after school bc of his family connections
But we can’t always get what we want..