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[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

i am literally at the best point of my life, i have a job, im away from my mother, and im surrounded by people who love me but i just cant help but be fucking miserable does it ever stop🤣🤣🤣

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

i have a makeshift noose that hangs from my doorknob and it almost feels like it’s mocking me

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

its been 4 years and nothing has changed

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

mane i wanna go back to contemplating life ending and having no friends this friend shit is hard

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

mane i wanna go back to contemplating life ending and having no friends this friend shit is hard

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

nothing is more confusing than wanting to relapse for no reason like nothing happened sometimes i just miss the feeling

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

you in his dms im on twitter trying to starve myself we are NOT the same

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

guys a man i was interested in liked my friend instead of me i’m going to paint my ceilings red if this keeps fucking happening to me

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

i wish i could do a WIEIAD and then show my body stats because i don’t even eat that much it goes

no breakfast most of the time
school lunch
dinner (usually chicken and rice with vegetables)

with my weight you’d think i’d be eating a fucking family of 6 every meal

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

it settling in that i’ll never be a skinny guy because for some reason i probably have the worlds worst fucking hormones

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

“aint u on edtwt why are u better at having an ed” because kiss my ass that’s why

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

it settling in that i’ll never be a skinny guy because for some reason i probably have the worlds worst fucking hormones

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

i literally have a diet of rice and meat with veggies at this point im just going to drop the school lunch and make my singular meal my dinner when i get home because i’m so damn tired

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

@LIGHTENUPWILLYA real

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

me when i’m drifting away from everyone of my friends and there’s nothing i can do abt it

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

my mom when i relapse after she takes nearly everything i own, leaving me alone with my own thoughts all day

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

y’all think when I kmß that ppl will look at my photos and be like “omg he looked so sad you can tell 😔😔”

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I tried my hardest, for how do you learn
God’s very simple and love doesn’t burn

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

have accepted that I will never be loved/liked the way I love/like someone and that’s okay 🫶🫶

[blegh @urfavoritequeef]

i have nothing to live for