filipa 🪽🪽

honestly im just a girl with mental issues

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

×→ Intro #edtwtt ⭐🪽 ←×♪
16yo
sw: 60kg (14/6/25)
lw: 36kg (01/11/25)
w after ed treatment: 45kg (23/02/26)
cw: 41.3 (11/07/26)
gw: 41.5kg
gw now: 40.5kg
not new to edtwt
diagnosed with #ana , if you wannna be moots like this post!

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

after i came back from hospital and ed treatment i had a """friend"" (that is veryyy bulky and she has a fat looking body) who started talking abt her skipping breakfast and that her pants were getting bigger, just out of nowhere and in front of me ☠️

[chichi🪽 @theyluvchichi]

Who has experienced this? Do share the tea im bored #edrtwt

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

i do not look small at all, i feel like a giraffe but i tried

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

my dream is to look so small like that

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

is it too bad to say that i only went there to compare my body with girls i dont like and feel good cuz they are fatter than me?

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

omg im jealous

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

body check, why cant i lose weight 💔💔💔 btw going to the therapist

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

@blueberriescal dont give up eri, i know its hard and this disease sucks but we need to keep going, take care of yourself darling, we all love you 💗

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

my dream is to look so small like that

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

@Noxxer0 i just binged when i didnt had any eating disorder, like i probably had compulsion but i was a kid, and since i started to lose weight i never binged since then. It feels odd

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

digam me que eu não tou a inventar, tão ali uns chest bones ne???? 🥹🥹

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

each day my minimum steps increases, i only did 8k like 2 months ago and now my minimum is 12k

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

im scared cuz my birthday is soon and im going to have to eat cake after a year not eating, i genuinely cant or i will binge

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

no weigh in doctor for 2/3 weeks, happy happy happy 😛😛😛😛

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

why some fat people are so pretty and im skinny and ugly, wtfffff

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

today i dreamed abt food again.. so scared. I ate 5 bags of chips in one sitting in that dream

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

i hope the gua sha works, my face doesnt match my body

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

its so weird when i see people skinnier than me, like wdym you eat unhealthy and still are skinnier than me?????????

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

body check, jst curious, what bmi do yall think i am?

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

why the hell im so fat on the side but skinny in front, is just body disphormia??

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

guys 19.7 i was 40.9kg and today i am 42.4, is that even possible? i didnt poop for 3 days

[filipa 🪽🪽 @urfavvvcandyyy]

@kilmustnteat Aloo! Sinto muito em ouvir tudo o que já sofreste, espero que consigas melhorar mesmo que não acredites nisso. Disseste que foste diagnosticada com ana, mas não tinhas compulsões. Eu tbm sou exatamente assim, mas não sou diagnosticada com TOC. Como te diagnosticaram?