saikii

[Cłoùd𖤐 @vapefuls]

i wаnnа kiII mysеlf but not forever just for like 3 days

[Kιȥυɾυ ◞ 𓈒ৎ rec @Kizuruk_i]

yoo stop calling me 😳😂😂😅chill

[saikii @urfvrtie]

i got fuckibg blood on my silk brand new pillow cases fml

[saikii @urfvrtie]

#shedtwtᅠ small session after being clean fpr 5 months 😢

[saikii @urfvrtie]

Relapsed after 5 months 😂😂😂😂

[saikii @urfvrtie]

i’m going through another episode

[vani 𐙚 @yvanilli]

joining discord servers and never talking in them

[ʚɞ @meowcissism]

how it feels to admit you’re struggling

[saikii @urfvrtie]

1-2 tsp of apple cider vinegar diluted in water every morning in a empty stomach, and calorie deficit.

[saikii @urfvrtie]

lol my mom found my sucide note from a long time ago, then she accused me of being a satanist lol fuck my life

[saikii @urfvrtie]

my mom threatened w a knife to my face, then i relapsed 💔

[saikii @urfvrtie]

guys i wanna relapse so bad rn, like i wanna rip my skin so bad

[saikii @urfvrtie]

i’m going to go sober.

[dinosaur @dinosaurs1969]

goodbye world

[saikii @urfvrtie]

i take melatonin gummy whenever i wanna binge. sleep makes it go away

[saikii @urfvrtie]

I HIT STYRO!!

[saikii @urfvrtie]

i hate the feeling of blood against my clothes

[saikii @urfvrtie]

nvm i jst broke the streak

[saikii @urfvrtie]

i’ve been sober for 12 days and only bc i don’t have a sharp enough blade. what can i use?