@theflameofanas It's probably just mean how the character have a strict upbringing where they couldn't put elbows on the table because it seems unpolite and the neighbours lawn is likely an allusion to the phrase "grass is greener on the other side".
thats why i would never stop being a fan. ppl will always love her music retroactively anyway, while i have the guts to reveal how i love her work since the beginning