But that doesnโt mean I love you any less donโt ever think like that you are my son too my priority always and me too I donโt the only regret I have is the way things happen
Mom. . . you should never ever forgive him for what he did to you it wasnโt your fault you were too young to understand or know any better you never gave consent for it to happen.๐ฅบโฅ๏ธ
Iโd never thought I will hear you say that yeahโฆit was horrible and hard and Iโm not sure I could ever ummโฆ forgive him but youโre my child and i shouldnโt treat you the way I did ๐ค๐ฅบโค๏ธ
Iโll happily be your miracle son any day mom and I know Norman has most of your attention due to the blackouts he has but itโs okay I donโt regret ever being your son.๐ฅบโฅ๏ธ
As horrible as I was I wouldnโt trade that for anything becauseโ because youโre here now and youโre are a miracle ๐ฅบโค๏ธ and Iโm proud of you and who you are and Iโm sorry for how I was I am truly โฆ
โCโmere, Mom.โ
His voice was gentle, without the usual guarded edge. He stayed there, giving her the choice, before adding quietly,
โYou donโt have to apologize to me, itโs in the past now.โ
He said keeping that same warm smile pressed against his features.
Dylan noticed the hesitation immediately, his expression softening as he looked at her. For a second, he just stood there, almost unsure what to do with the sudden tenderness in the room before shrugging and opened his arms slightly, a faint smile tugging at his lips.โ
She move her fingers over her dress and suddenly shove them in her pocket and she walked over and she wasnโt sure should If he would allow her or not but she wanted to hug him so bad to tell him how sorry she was
you mean everything to me too mom even though we both show it in our own way at least your trying thatโs all that matters I didnโt hate you for any of it I just felt like thr outsider because all of your attention went on Norman and I know heโs the favourite but thatโs okay.โฅ๏ธ
Going to happen Dy and Iโm sorry too for everything I put you through Iโm trying my best to make up for my mistakes you mean everything to me and I will always love you even if I donโt show it sometimes ๐ฅบโค๏ธ
Iโm sorry falling pregnant with me caused you such discomfort mom especially with everything that happened and all that matters now is I never want anything bad to happen to you.
Oh honeyโฆ this it makes me so emotional I know I havenโt been a great mother to you and Iโm so sorry about everything the only thing that came out was you from all that you are my child my heart and Iโm so so blessed to be your mom ๐คโค๏ธ๐ซoh I love you so much my angel
My life wasnโt never easy and Iโm sorry for the way i treated you for how you were born and how I handle it โฆ i know i wasnโt the mom you always wanted it or need but I am trying to be and i never should take it out on you that was wrong of me but it dosenโt change a mom love๐ฅบ
@woundsoftrauma the pockets of his jacket, shifting his weight awkwardly.
โI didnโt mean to just show up.โ He paused, glancing toward the door behind him before looking at her again. โI was in town andโฆ I figured Iโd stop by.โ
There was a small silence between them โ
Iโm going to be honest at first it was hard on me when my mom tell me the news about it but Iโm trying you know but there are times when I miss her
trying to be there for others while focusing on myself is difficult because being there for others is part of who I am I donโt ever want anyone to feel alone on losing a family member the way I have and I hope you are doing a lot better since losing your grandparent 8 years ago.
both my parents hearts just gave up on them and Iโm just glad their no longer suffering they get to finally see my little brother who would of been 25 2 months ago.
it has been hard Iโm navigating life for the very first time without my parents and itโs honestly more difficult than it should be for someone at my age.