my hand searches in the dark
the tender touch of another
hands clasped
with in a cold grasp
so close
but just out of reach
my the tendons in my hand
tug at my heartstrings
white knuckle grip
my heartstrings rip
when you pull away
gone again
soulmates don’t exist
cold nights only shift
ignorance is pure bliss
fast asleep we drift
why’d it have to be this?
why’d it have to be us?
why’d it have to be you?
the one that i miss
making such a fuss
do you miss me too?
#poetry
sanguine tears
running down rosy cheeks
let’s ditch this party,
it’s time to leave
up and down my arms
are bloody streaks
don’t go to my funeral,
no time to grieve
i haven’t had
a good night’s sleep in weeks
in my eyes,
death is just eternal sleep
let me rest
it’s for the best
it’ll be a closed casket service
there’s no reason to be nervous
there’s no reason to be worried
just know that you’ll be buried
in these broken pieces
of dreams and memories
#poetry
battling my thoughts
with explosions and gunshots
filling my head
with brass and with lead
the voices in my head
they just want me dead
but I think i’ll sleep instead
men cry out for their mothers
and they’re covered
in their brothers in arms
covered in arms
covered in legs
covered in blood
thoughts start to flood
my mind is clouded
the sound is so loud it
blocks out your voice
telling me it’ll be fine
getting lost inside a minefield
ignoring the way my mind healed
the wars beyond my eyes
the echoing of the cries
the gunshots and mortar shells
ring through my ears
my mind is a living hell
no one to wipe away the tears
of the mothers crying
children dying
when will it all end?
how i yearn to feel
how i yearn to heal
i miss the feeling of your lips
the way our young innocent minds
were deflowered like tulips
i miss when you were mine
i miss the way
you could take away my breath
i miss
tasting the sweet kiss of death
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you were a seamstress
it was meaningless
you had a needle and thread
you used thread for the stitches
giving me thoughts and wishes
to know how it feels to be dead
with your needle and thread
you sewed through my head
ripped up my dreams
tore apart at seams
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it started with a glance
then a kiss
what is this?
“I love you”
came out of the blue
we’re moving so fast
forget about the past
as we make this moment last
right here
your warm loving embrace
your beautiful face
your soft hands i miss
the way we would kiss
under the bright flickering lights
and we would talk through the nights
we would stay up too late
thinking that it was fate
that we met that one night
at the dance
the way that you play
with my heart mind and soul
makes me want to stay here
with you ‘til we’re old
when our memories fade
and the organ plays
i’ll remember the days
where we would just
stay
up all night
under the light
of the moon
so bright
it felt
just right
just us two
battling my inhibitions
i’ll fight back using attrition
holding back the voices in my head
the ones who want me dead
the path of destiny I’ll walk
i’ll write a new course in chalk
i’ll fight hard with all my might
to make sure that everything’s alright
for you
#poetry
the world is cold and gray
filled with such disarray
vision turns to monochrome
yearning for a place called home
after years of searching
i finally find
someone that i get to call mine
you are the stars in the sky
moonlight twinkles in your eye
in you i find sanctuary
the thought of losing you scares me
i love you the most
you hold me so close
as we become one
love burns like the sun
you are my world
my home
my one true love
#poetry
arts and crafts
tears and laughs
was it all fake?
a joke to make?
was it fabricated lies
wrapped up in pretty bow ties?
was it all just a dream
rip and tear at the seams?
held together by glue
a present for two
it wasn’t for me
it was only for you
#poetry