I scroll thru this app whej I’m sad and feel everyone’s heartache I care about all of you even tho I know none of you , I hope we all find some sort of happiness someday
I scroll thru this app on purpose to trigger myself. I think im going to relapse tonight even though I just hit 5 months clean. It’d feel good to hit 6 months tho. Ig it depends on if I continue drinking
The best people always go thru the worst shit it isn’t fair. Why do good ppl alwyas have so much trauma and bad ppl have never had a traumatic experience in their life /:
It’s also so sad to me that i guilt trip myself into not killing myself bc I’d make my family sad. But what about me. Why should I have to suffer in my head all day just to make people around me happy
I feel like I’m going through so mcuh inside lately that I can’t put into words how I feel and I hate being an adult where you’re forced to act happy 24/7 and work 60 hours a week while wanting to fucking die , what’s the point like actually
I’m jealous of ppl who’s scars turn white fast I hate when mine r pink. And it takes literally like 2 years for mine to turn white. I have a dermis cut from 2019 and it’s still purple