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#edtwt

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My mind is seperate from my body

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i Don’t like this

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was i ever actually disordered or did i just want to validate myself by pretending i was

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i want to disappear for a while and see how people react

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sometimes when i think about my time in rehab although i hated it with everything in me i still get this bittersweet feeling and miss it in some ways

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@violetzdiary kill myself

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i’m not even worthy of being on edtwt with the food i am consuming this is absolutely shameful.

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@prettiestbuni i’m average and i want to be slender

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i want to kill myself but only if i get to see how people react and go about their life afterwards

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holy shit bro i genuinely don’t have any self control i need to lock the fuck in because it’s crossed the line

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why am i so fat and ugly and disgusting and weird and annoying

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i get so embarrassed after every single social interaction i have

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@amorabled @xlalamyla retinol worked wonders for me i can’t even see mine anymore

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@Pierrot_shedtwt depends on what i’m feeling

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@miffmallow hell yeah

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@rvstflvffle bro if you’re going to post your body literally stating “why does it get worse” don’t expect everyone to reassure you and give you false validation because that’s not how life works and it is objectively unhealthy

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@rvstflvffle yeah that’s really bad i’m sorry

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imagine someone from my school is someone whose posts i’ve interacted with on here

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my issue is that i genuinely believe if i become skinny the rest of my life problems will magically fix themselves

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i always think i’m a bad friend even when i know i haven’t done anything but what if i have done something i just don’t know??????!!!!???!!!?

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i just remembered my favourite person from treatment i miss her