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ed twt ||| kurvi belo mace zasvinelo

[. @user353087]

you fucking people make me sick

[. @user353087]

im a piece of shit believe in this

[. @user353087]

edinstvenoto uspokoitelno ot cqloto neshto e che taka i ne razbra kakuv gnusen proval sum. nikoga nqma da si prostq che beshe pojelala samo i edinstveno da zavursha i az te razocharovah. trqbvashe da me vidish s balna roklq

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i knew i wanted to die the moment you did. i dont think ill ever get close to knowing what its like losing someone like you. obicham te babo. zashto ni go prichini. tolkova boli da vijdam dqdo veche. ti beshe vsichko za vsichki ni. gospodi ne moga da opisha kolko mi lipsvash

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im so scared ill decide to try relationships again someday since i know ill end up being like my mother. no one deserves being second place. i hope you sometimes think of me but i truly wish its nothing close to the way i do of you. youll always deserve the best and only that

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every time i think im over you something reminds me. i wish i could relive that first month forever. youre the best thing thats ever happened to me. but it hurts so bad. why wasnt i enough. i never had a chance yet i still went through with it. i hope i never get w someone

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no one will ever come close to you. youre the only person ive ever loved. i miss you so much. the worst part is i cant even be angry at you. i love you too much to wish something bad upon you. i only want the best for you and ive always known its nothing like me. i was so happy

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more time has passed since we broke up than the time we were together. i still miss you. ive slept with 5 ppl since then. i sometimes cry in their arms about you. some of them ive considered trying for a relationship with but then you pop up in my mind. im terrified

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the euphoria i got from aftercare man

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i geg so wet thinking abt him omfg

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he escorts her home. hes done it at least 4 times. he did it once for me. me and her are the same distance from his. im never enough and i never will be. i expect nothing and feel over the moon when i get anything. i do it to myself. im so fucking stupid. i deserve nothing

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my ex is getting with her oh god. i knew it man i fucking knew it. i never stood a chance. ill always be the one in between helping those who i truly want. im so naive. i don’t know if i love him anymore and i hope this sticks when i wake up too. im never trying commitment again

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i wish you and your friends understood the meaning of real love and relationships. i wish i wasnt fucked from the start. i wish we werent

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the only reason i’m trying at least a lil bit to graduate is so i can see you. i love you so much. it hurt bad to find out you don’t give a shit abt me anymore. even that will never stop me from loving you. ne nespodelenata lyubov e nai tujnata, megi, a izhabenata

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by always i mean the next couple months cuz ill prob end it soon anyways

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i will always love you

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i love leaving small casual common but in a weird way things i do w partners so then when they leave i know theres at least one thing thatll remind them of me per week. i also collect things they do then use them w the next one :3

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i struggle so hard to believe whats real about you. i know its something much more nuanced but im barely capable of seeing anyone like that, let alone someone that came this close to me. why do i have to make up my mind abt someone to get over them. i hate disappointment

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it hurts me more that you’re actually shallow than that you don’t care about me. i just expected more from you man. ik its stupid but i thought you were diff yk. youre just… boring. i now just feel disappointed. i also feel like a bitch for that superiority complex. i loved you

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im so tired of this cycle. im so tired of idolizing, thinking im an ass because i do, trying my best to not expect too much, getting way too little then finding out even that little was not nearly as real as i thought it was. im so tired of splitting.

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i will never understand why i trusted you but i still do. i thought youd care more. youre just another one. i don’t know why i still love you. i miss who i thought you were. i miss you too. i wish the person i love existed. why am i like this?