“nanti kalo udah sembuh, jatuh cinta lagi ya.”
i will. i still want to love someone, and i still want to be loved.
i just want it to feel different this time. lebih tenang, lebih dewasa, lebih mutual, dan tanpa harus kehilangan diri sendiri di dalamnya.
so yes, i’ll fall in love again.
hopefully, with someone who makes love feel safe, not something i have to survive.