Ok new stuff going on, bands comin my way bills bouta be paid ahead of time :) bouta get liquor just having a few tokes.
Even tho I just got promoted I might switch jobs to construction bs, pays more nicely but yeah
They also say, even though you are you, how could you know who is who? Or if reality is even the same after waking up again? Sometimes I feel like I’m the only real “person” around
Hadda good day chilling w the homies but his girl got me sick idgaf tho we stayed up all day n night drinking i just woke up after a few hours of sleep theyll be up soon then we make sum $$$ get back to it might have to kick a few asses on the way but that’s how it goes
That isn’t even what’s bothering me fr, I just find the more I “try to better myself” or wtv the fuck u wanna call it the more I just kick the bucket and say fuck the world because being a normie is a waste of my sentience and time anyways.
This one girl fwm, idk why?? Im a total pos that even when I’m telling the truth I’m still lying … my only sense of moral compass is looking back in time at myself when I was younger tryna relate and be like na if I go thru with ts it’s unfair yk?
While I made my money starting 4-5 years ago I changed for the worst and had an ego on top of being a drunk narcissist, after watching everyone walk out on me I now see being broke was better. Money ain’t shit cuz life is short
I’ve just been fighting demons, I miss my fallen life ain’t the same without em!
I’ve been on my own for years also drunk asf everyday but hey that’s life right?? I got a plan to run up these bands I’m tryna move out the hood but I’m pretty sure I’ll hit the can or die anyways