i feel like the only one on edtwt who has never purged before i have tried so hard to purge i cant figure out how to do it it's so frustrating, idk why but i feel so invalid for never purging before π i wish i knew how
i want my ed to get worse ik its fucked up but i been eating too much lately i want it to be so bad that i can go days without eating and i c/s everything
just had a 300 cal croissant im so mad i barely ate today my total is still like under 500 but i'm disappointed i couldve easily c/s it idk why i didn't and arent carbs really bad for weight loss
yall might call me crazy but why does the idea of having a bf/partner w an ed too sound kinda fun other than like feeling competitive it sorta seems fun bc u dont have to come up w excuses all the time and u can have like picnics w low cal food n cook low cal food together idkπ