you know what fucks me up? we will continue our lives, the world will keep spinning, people will sing, concerts will be held,... and he's just gone? nothing can bring him back? how is that fair?
and the fear that i might see pictures of him after he was gone is overwhelming. i need to grieve this away from the internet. i’ve been obsessively scrolling because it has been helping to see everyone else as sad as i am but it’s also making it worse.
guys i have to delete twitter for a while. i’m fucking devastated. i’ve never felt this feeling in my life and it’s just so awful. rest in peace, liam. i’m so sorry the world wasn’t kinder to you. you’re everything.
everyone keeps talking about “the little girl inside of me” “the teenage girl inside of me” like no, me right now, the adult version of me is grieving liam, adult me still is a directioner 100% i have never stopped loving and listening to them for a day in my life