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I play stuffs and ride my motorcycle alot. Don't expect a post I rarely do

[bb1ng @utliez]

I'm not suicidal. At the same time, if something happened I wouldn't flinch. My greatest fears don't scare me anymore. I've remembered and had enough nightmares about them. I'm tired. Physically exhausted and mentally empty. I'm not who I once was.

[bb1ng @utliez]

In that place rn. The one where I'm present, but not felt. Surrounded, not seen. Visible but not known. I got to work, put in 80 hours a week and not one person notices. Reply to messages on time, smile when I'm supposed to. I'm here, but nobody cares. Frick this stuff man.

[bb1ng @utliez]

Today hurts like none other.

[bb1ng @utliez]

Going to slowly come back to pubg. Between hunting and spending alot of time with my doggo that has health issues ill dabble in the game. Open to offers to scrim and ranked and get back in form

[bb1ng @utliez]

Sad to see some good people leaving comp pubg, wish them the best of futures and thank them for what they did for me. @DillAnnPUBG i still check the message you sent me awhile back. I thank you for that as it allowed me to take the next step to becoming a better me. <3

[bb1ng @utliez]

@DillAnnPUBG @OrionGG @Tactical8Gaming Sad to see

[bb1ng @utliez]

Did alot of self inflection and development over the last few months. Making alot of progress. Still working on myself as I still have alot of issues with me. Will keep working on it <3

[bb1ng @utliez]

@RjxLive Best fix it up before tourney

[bb1ng @utliez]

Nova is my world.

[bb1ng @utliez]

@NVIDIAGeForce #RTX4060

[bb1ng @utliez]

@saviorrmy Yaaaaaaa Savior!!!!!!!!

[bb1ng @utliez]

@duubiePUBG Miss u already

[bb1ng @utliez]

Joined a team for them to quit pubg right away. Ffs.

[bb1ng @utliez]

I suck at pubg. No excuses. Just got complacent and didnt put in the work to review and improve. Best put in the work if I really want to be there.

[bb1ng @utliez]

@PowerGPU Feed me

[bb1ng @utliez]

@IceTechs @Inn8PUBG Neither do you

[bb1ng @utliez]

@FACEIT C2D

[bb1ng @utliez]

Got a pc :) officially off the laptop

[bb1ng @utliez]

@RjxLive

[bb1ng @utliez]

@Brparadox Pubg...