Meizy☆

20/05 ✌︎('ω')✌︎🤍sh&ed |gw42|地雷 |メイ

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

158cm٩( 'ω' )و

[Mei ✦ Haitham’s @sxilm]

159cm 🪽

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

Loving this outfit
Don’t really know what style it is tho ☆

[Li ❤︎꒷꒦ @luv_li__]

someone needs to fund my jirai kei addiction NOW!

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

Todays fit٩( 'ω' )و
Probably not jirai but simple
#subcul #jiraitwt #地雷

[Mei ✦ Haitham’s @sxilm]

159cm 🪽

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

MY first light colored cord♡
I’m typically always in black
#自撮り界隈 #jiraitwt
#地雷

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

My fully healed scars during vacation
I actually really liked my scars i think they look pretty in the sun
would you believe me that i wore mostly t shirt during the trip
#sh #shed

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

I got my tongue pierced today＼( 'ω')／
I’m so happy just hope it heals quickly
I can barely eat anything, but maybe thats a good thing Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

#地雷 #地雷系女子

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

Why can’t i cut as deep as i did year ago. I hate these little baby cuts
Well maybe it’s a good thing so i can’t relapse.
Maybe i should buy a new box cutter, i miss my old one♡

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

@Abokigirll @MEIYODD Umm.. That’s not Manon tho its Lara and i think the bands are wireless mic belts (idols often have them during concerts and practice)

[clarity @denpacult]

I see my future and it's bright

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

during January I got so depressed from being fired for my sh scars that i was avoiding my apartment and when i was home I would sit on the floor surrounded by dirty dishes and mess. It got to the point that my electricity got cut off for a week. I should have killed my self then

[mel ˖᯽ ݁˖ | bmi 17 jail @tianshitamsy]

the second you mention any sign of an ed to your friends theyll become best anas for some reason holy shit

[star. ͙͘͡ ★ @st4r_sp00]

dear my lw,

i’m sorry i called you fat. please come home the kids miss you 💔

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

Maybe i should just turn to b♡limia

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

Losing weigh would literally save my lelf esteem so why cant i do it? I really f☆cking hate this

[Meizy☆ @uwantedflower]

Losing weigh would literally save my lelf esteem so why cant i do it? I really f☆cking hate this

[solavita - attempting recov @crushedb0n3s]

i want somebody to look at me and tell me how ugly i look because of how i thin i am . i want people to look at me and instead of complimenting my body and calling me goals they tell me how disgusting i look and that i need help . i want people to think im sick without being told