Nobody talks about the heartbreak when u let the fic marinade for a good 3 years only to come back and find out the author has been on hiatus, and then an updated note ab them updating weekly starting next year but that's supposed to be 2025 ๐ญ so they've been in 2nd hiatus
Ah, that rare times when memory of a jackass resurface but instead of trauma memory, it was the rare true kind warmness memory that brought tears and break your heart again so you gotta remember to paint him in the bad light that he is or else i'll start caring and hurt again
if your baseline of being a fan depends on how much you've spent money, then think again. idols are not your personal tamagochi, they're a real human being who will never fit the narrative you want them to be. fuck off if you do not respect them as a human being.