im aware of bad this looks and feel terrible about it, its not even about it being public, i genuinely did not mean to cause any harm and said things in a way that was very bad, like i said my first language not being english doesn’t excuse my stupidness, but in this context i lacked context clues and understanding that what i was typing could be seen as sexist, my intent was to tell them to tell their partner to calm down, as for the “bpd“ part that was purely childish and bad and i immediately regretted saying this in the heat of the moment, im not looking for forgiveness, im looking for people to not picture me as something im truly not, and yes i learned from my mistake after talking with multiple people about it and realizing things. Once again i take full accountability over this mistake, but it doesn’t define me as a person in the slightest and i hope you can understand that 🫶
I couldn’t agree more with you, i fucked up heavily and i take accountability over it, but i really really really want to clarify that i am far from a sexist person and it goes against my morals and value, i know it seems really stupid but in the heat of the moment i really was unaware that what i was saying could be interpreted as sexist and i take full responsability over it!
@ZekeNotGio777@Australissss Appreciate you Zeke, i truly try my best to spread kindness and bettering myself and i think mature conversations like these are very nice, thank you :))
I have talked about it with my psychiatrist for a while, and it genuinely is something that i find disgusting to fake a gender identity to play in a closed league, the reason i wanted to start playing GC is to meet people that have these same types of gender identity issues that i can relate to, i was never able to feel masculine at all through my entire life and have really thought about it for a while before making the step to come out publicly about it :)
its not a gimmick, i seriously am not a sexist person in the slightest and did not think what i said would have been interpreted as that, after looking back and talking with people about it i totally understand and take accountability for it, but i want to make sure that people know it isn’t who i am as a person and i genuinely don’t mean any harm.
@ir9neee@Australissss My english is fine, i’ve learned it on the internet, but context clues and understanding of certain interpretations that can be found within sentences are my biggest struggles
Took me a while to accept myself and be public about it, its been 2 years and a half that i’ve had these questions about myself and struggled mentally with it, too scared of people being weird to me over it especially with the people i were surrounded with at certain points, talked a lot about it with my psychiatrist and my partner really helped me accept myself, im not trying to fake it to play GC, i really do have these struggles and now im being pictured as someone really bad T_T