might regret this later but since i was last active on edtwt last year i’ve gained like 30kg and i hate myself for it but also can’t get out of this fucking b/r cycle please give me a wake up call
gotta remind myself how much i love starving, seeing the scale drop, feeling clean/empty. food doesn’t make me happy i’ve just been using it as a crutch to waste time as i get sober. this shit is boof. no point in food. i hate food
i think the most mortifying thing about turning into a vampire is that you cant lose weight. what do u do, blood fast? you’d turn to dust! ur basically the same weight for all time. imagine getting turned into a vampire RIGHT NOW that wld be terrifying