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tw for sh, substance abuse, obsessive behaviour & occasional ed stuff !! not a minor, english isnt my first language

[♡ @v4mpieval]

meeting a tinder match for the first time tomorrow im so fucking nervous and about to cry bc im so ugly and fat

[♡ @v4mpieval]

had a 3some on friday and i feel guilty bc one of them likes me and i just cant return their feelings

[♡ @v4mpieval]

ive been feeling like hell lately and i just want drugs but i dont want to disappoint anyone more than i already have + i hve no way to get anything

[deez ☕️ forced recov @akpzks]

trying to dress cute when youre fat really feels like a humiliation ritual

[♡ @EM0ANGEL7]

sorry for sexualizing myself i thought that’s the only way to get you to love me

[♡ @v4mpieval]

relapsing sounds so fucking good rnnnn

[♡ @v4mpieval]

bruh i just realized i lost my best cut photos/videos when my phone broke 😓 or atleast i cant find them on my google photos ??

[♡ @v4mpieval]

i want to relapse so bad but i hate aftercare aughhh

[sora @necrosamus]

overdosing with paracetamol is a canon event for most suicidal people i fear

[♡ @v4mpieval]

i wish i could kill myself :)

[♡ @v4mpieval]

i need to get skinny and pretty so when i meet my crush one day she wont be disgusted