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shell of a girl

[v @vaeore]

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[v @vaeore]

i'm also so bloated and irritable 24/7 i can't stop snapping at people only because i'm mad at myself i'm ruining my relationships and i feel so guilty for everything how do i stop this i'm so embarrassed but i want my life before this back so bad

[v @vaeore]

i can't be in denial anymore i think i developed a binge ed and i don't fucking what what to do. i'm terrified to weigh myself, yet i can't go more than a few hours without eating thousands of calories and hating myself and repeat i just want to die

[v @vaeore]

sorry guys i haven't been doing well mentally i'm so ashamed to admit this but i haven't gone more than 2 days w/o binging in months... and lately i've been neglecting everything just to eat and eat all day and i haven't been purging either

[v @vaeore]

sorry guys i haven't been doing well mentally i'm so ashamed to admit this but i haven't gone more than 2 days w/o binging in months... and lately i've been neglecting everything just to eat and eat all day and i haven't been purging either

[v @vaeore]

my sister said i was the definition of gluttony from the seven deadly sins but is she wrong

[v @vaeore]

it's sunny i should not be able to see my breath rn 😡😡😡

[𐔌 . ⋮ leo 🐾˚. ᵎᵎ @dolliquexs]

no binge november who’s with me

[m @bunnibunni63652]

when you’re sobbing and you look in the mirror and u genuinely ugly asf too 💔

[lia⏾ @moondiaryyxy]

life lately

[v @vaeore]

now if only i were able to apply that with my eating too

[v @vaeore]

i don't want to write this essay but i need to tell myself it will save future me

[v @vaeore]

@cupidflwrs wait you have a point.. i'd prolly just reserve it for emergencies but it would be soo useful

[v @vaeore]

idc what anyone says i think time control would be the best superpower to have

[v @vaeore]

@cupidflwrs or like skip smt i dont want to do

[v @vaeore]

@cupidflwrs wait i forgot to reply to this. lowk same but sometimes i'd wanna go like a fre minutes in the future and come back so ik what to expect yk

[v @vaeore]

the sweatpants i bought a fre months ago which were too big even with the drawstrings pulled as tight as possible fit me now i'm gonna kms i got so fat

[v @vaeore]

@bubblesnsunshin i completely understand how you feel it's not your fault though 🫂

[݁˖ ݁ 𑣲⋆naty @s1lentwishes]

it hits me sometimes that i'm spending my teenage years starving myself and not even successfully

[v @vaeore]

@lawlietnotes then the charger comes in with me too

[˖ ⭑ gigi . @fatalfang]

wanting to joke around in an oomf's replies but not knowing if they consider us close enough for me to start being that annoying yet

[T @dfwtee_]

things that stress me out:

1. studying

2. not studying

3. 1 and 2

4. 3

[❀𓍢ִ໋˖˚Miss˖Mirgs˚˖𓍢ִ໋✿ @missmirgs]

Downside of walking a lot, everyone complains I walk way too fast.