I need to break out of my comfort zone in my own terms in ways that feel safe. Sometimes I don't realize how deep the scars are with trust and friendships from things that happened what feel like a lifetime ago. I want to feel like I belong somewhere. I haven't in years.
I feel so disconnected from the people here, a lot of them. We have so little in common. We stay connected by threads of other people. They are good and kind people, but people that inherited me from a bad situation I feel.
It's a tough pill to swallow, but sometimes we set ourselves up for disappointment by assuming we hold a bigger place in someone's life than we actually do.
My therapist told me, βNo one notices your sadness until it turns into anger, and then youβre the problem. Healing is realizing you became the angry person because no one saw your sadness firstβ and I felt that.
βIβm not THAT traumatized!β meanwhile you perpetually feel like youβre on thin ice with everybody and that all itβll take to be abandoned is one unintentional screw-up
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If you're using AI to write essays, eulogies, a text to your wife, I do think less of you as a person. Ceding your mental and creative abilities to a machine is an embarrassing thing and people should be ashamed to admit doing it in public.