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danny 💗

[rae baeski @jezzlynrae]

death is so real and so unexpected. love everyone close to you while you have them

[val @valjsal]

tired of life hurting, I feel so lost without you

[D A I S Y 🌼 @onlyydaisyy]

I miss him so much no one even understands how much his death changed my view on life forever.

[val @valjsal]

i finally slept ! 😭 for a second there i thought I was having a manic episode 😅

[Paola Luna @Pinchi_Paola]

This ump is ass

[val @valjsal]

like i had my job that I prayed for , I was gonna buy a house , I was gonna get married in the next couple years, travel the world w the loml and then it’s just gone just like that

[val @valjsal]

you can have your whole life planned out and in a split second EVERYTHING can change

[val @valjsal]

the way I can just be sitting here doing nothing & my heart will start racing like crazy & there’s simply ✨ nothing ✨ I can do about it bc that’s just my life now

[val @valjsal]

maxed out on benadryl & melatonin in hopes of it helping me sleep but here we are at 3 AM

[val @valjsal]

quitting my bedside job is so sad 😞 having to leave something I worked so hard for …

[val @valjsal]

At this pov I’m like broken beyond repair and belong in a psych ward lmaooooooo fuck

[val @valjsal]

sick to my fucking stomach

[val @valjsal]

this is so fucked up bro

[val @valjsal]

& i know i’m not obligated to give anyone an answer but how can i not when they’re visiting him at his grave

[val @valjsal]

my heart breaks all over again when someone asks me what happened 😞

[val @valjsal]

my heart is permanently sad and it’s the most exhausting shit ever

[val @valjsal]

but all I can do is guess what he’d think …

[val @valjsal]

sleepless nights like this are when I need to hear his advice the most 😞 I need his guidance, I wish he could tell me what to do or give me his opinion 😞