Ev 🔞

Adult. Any pronouns. 18+
100L spoilers abound

Contains gore and odd/extreme kinks.
Multishipper. Mostly 👁️🌊 & 👁️🧢, not fixed

Vallecula @ ao3

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

If I really wanted to get better I'd find the willpower and just fucking do it but I guess I just want an excuse to feel sorry for myself. Stupid to not put in the work and then get upset that no results are happening

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

God it's so demoralizing seeing art I made a couple of years ago and realizing that not only have I not improved I may have actively gotten worse

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

And I could come up with a bunch of excuses. My wrists hurt for normal reasons and possibly from the broken bones, I have 3 attention-starved cats, I was a caretaker for my dying dad, but ultimately other people have had bigger problems than that and still made it work

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

@deadboyhole Some light research indicates it mostly works with implants but can be done to a lesser extent without, depending on flashlight strength and boob density, but the effect isn’t as dramatic

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

One time I saw someone ask for examples of the weirdest, wildest kinks they'd ever heard of and the responses were all things like somnophilia and piss. The different lives people lead.....

[Ryan⁉️ @ryartchus]

funny people #hndr

[sorasets @sora_sets]

R0 🌙🧸

[✨ siggy stardust ✨ @NekoSigma]

anyone else fw taur AUs? bc this is easily the most self-indulgent shit I’ve drawn
#hndr_FA

[Yan ☘️ @keisaiins]

COT

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

For the sake of my sanity I choose to believe that the arm-stretching thing isn't actually from any kind of surgery, it's a stray hemoanima thing. Same with muscle Shouma

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

Yeah that'll help

https://t.co/xq4tCCYxxG

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

Why did I think that a good choice of music while I have a headache would be the Lisa ost

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

Do you think if I keep attempting the same chibi over and over and over that someday it'll be good

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

According to the author's note I intended it to be a PWP but you can tell how uncomfortable I was with writing sex because of the 5.6k words only about 600 of them are actual fucking

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

Actually the first nsfw fanfic I wrote included a character who grew up poor, never knew his parents makes an effort not to swear, and also wears a stupid blue hat. Do I have a really specific type

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

I keep trying to read the fic out of curiosity but despite it being a decade old, reading my own writing still makes me want to crawl out of my skin

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

@SapphireGeneral https://t.co/EHJx2sFFiy

I guess it's about the veins?

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

@William28072005 Since he's a misogynist with a messy room some people have decided to characterize him as a terminally online 4chan/redditor incel who says shit like "foid", owns NFTs, etc. Which is the exact type of annoying persona that Darumi attempts to cultivate

[Ev 🔞 @valleculas]

When people who dislike Gaku give him Darumi's personality...She tries so hard to be hated just for you to take her carefully curated obnoxious personality and pretend it belongs to a man so you can hate him??? The disrespect. God forbid women do anything