dizzy ♡ b/p addict

༄（╹◡╹）♡ shed but prorecovery // stay safe 🌸💗 she/her, 19 , hw 148 lw 110 cw 124 gw1 116

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

updated intro 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

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- my name is val !
- ‘06
- diagnosed ana 2023, forced recovery 2x
- i have anxiety, depression, autism
- i luv pusheen, anime, jirai kei, kpop
- #shedtwt #edrtwt
- id love to be moots 🫶

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

do i even trust the scale if im bulimic???

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

wait fuc i meant august not april lol

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

comparison for myself
april 25 -> july 19 -> april 4
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i used to have no gap thats why my knees werent touching in the first pic i was too embarrassed 🙂 #fat

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

day 1 of working 6 days in a row this week and i already feel like im on deaths door

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

@pacingpuppy i yearn for this big of a difference omg

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

@Pimbelly no this is so real im literally desperate to get out the house its insane how much family can control how much you eat/exercise :((( i hope you get to move out soon 🫶🫶🫶

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

mama keeps yelling at me for being on walking pad/trampoline like i dont do ts all day i swear i binge too 😃 aunt also grabbed me today to bodycheck me do your guys family also do dat

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

@coelhinha40kg tysm 🥹🥹

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

i think yesterday was my worst b/p day i ate 5k cals in total and purged 4x throughout the day :/ worst thing is i dont even feel guilty abt it

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

@00ttyy wait this is such a good tactic LMFAO

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

i need to speedrun wl for christian girl autumn

[mia ؛༊ @moldymeow]

me trying to convince myself my 24 hour fast did something

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

@LuffyDovey @angelfaggor real lmfaooo

[drew @drewgirlevil]

people view EDs as moral failures. binge eating is conflated with a lack of self-control which is the “great human flaw” of our capitalist society. restrictive ones that entail emaciation are met with a lack of empathy for the victim, who is solely viewed as a hazard to others

[ꕤ kai ꕤ @breaks_ur_heart]

genuinely heartbreaking

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

my family always comes home right before im gona purge brah i binged pistachio icecream and frosting it was so yum luckily she went out again to the liquor store and told me to not let my sisters escape and my foods slid out in litraly like a minute

[Pearl🪐 @pearlmuffins]

I still remember this. They was like very recent.

[katelin @loud_socialist]

The thing about having a restrictive eating disorder is that people are completely completely fine with you having one until you cross a line and are deemed "too thin", and at that point you've already subjected yourself to serious, possibly permanent health risks

[dizzy ♡ b/p addict @valsgreentea]

@kaitadorii why does tiktok wanna make everything a problem theyre so fucking annoying