esther

personal diary of a loser
edtwt | 20 | 18+ pls | she/her
moots? 🔗

[esther @vampingold]

what if my friend whose twt i found casually finds my twt and we’re like this

[esther @vampingold]

5 hours of sleep, coffee, then a 40 minute car drive, 8 hours of work, 40 minute car drive, redo makeup, go drinking THAT’S MY DAY PLAN DO U LIKE IT???

[esther @vampingold]

one time i went to the hospital and the nurse told me I’m chubby (I rly wasn’t) that keeps me up ngl

[esther @vampingold]

I didn’t know it was so easy to get moots here haha #edrtwt doesn’t play about moots

[esther @vampingold]

body dysmorphia is REAL you could see all my bones and I would still say I’m fat, now u can’t see any lol HOW DO I LOCK INNN IF I KEEP GOING OUT

[esther @vampingold]

how was i so small a year ago SO SO SMALL HOW DID I GAIN SO MUCH OMG I NEED TO LOCK IN FR

[esther @vampingold]

@kalifornialuvvv dream build frrrr

[esther @vampingold]

@jellycure yeahhh I quit almost 2 years ago now and ts annoying if u have friends who smoke :// but the health gets better tho!

[esther @vampingold]

the worst part of not smoking is NOT SMOKING like I’m angry so I just open the fridge

[esther @vampingold]

what would u guys wear to a jazz club? idk what to wear and I’m skinny fat lol #edrtwt

[esther @vampingold]

#edtwt #edrtwt
what can I pack for lunch for 8 hours of work? i need ideas 🔗

[esther @vampingold]

me when i saw chemistry and biochemistry in uni

[esther @vampingold]

i need a watch that tracks my steps and burned cals pretty please

[esther @vampingold]

hello all my new moots!! 🔗

[amora ♡ ﹒ forced recov @amorafawn]

omad but three times a day so i lose weight three times faster

[esther @vampingold]

figure 8 body is my curse never skinny never pretty just cursed to be fat istg edtwt how do i cut my hip bones off

[esther @vampingold]

introduction ! ! !

#edtwt #edrtwt

> name: Esther
> age: 20
> language: pl/eng
> fav artists: nessa barrett, dishwalla, die twice

moots? 🔗

[esther @vampingold]

I ate a whole pizza but I guess that’s fine considering my only food today was some yogurt with fruit, day 1 of cutting complete 🙏🙏🙏 (yes i know pizza is a lot but i didn’t have a choice and i eat wayyy more everyday)

[esther @vampingold]

do antidepressants make you gain weight? I realized that not feeling the full range of emotions might actually mean I’m depressed MY WHOLE LIFEEEE or there’s something wrong with me (but i knew that)

[esther @vampingold]

@citronscar hiii