vamp // edtwt

✟ i dont have no self-control ✟ 159 cm ✟ cw: ?? ✟ lw: 37.5 kg ✟ gw: 37 kg ✟ ugw: 30 kg ✟
priv: @pxradiseofpain

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

vamp's bright side ♱ ─── ⋆⋅

a list of nice things to remind myself im not a loser

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[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i have only one exam this semester, which is this wednesday, one more class on thursday and im done with this semester

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

everything i do feels like a performance

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i dont want to finish my thesis, i dont want to graduate. all i want is to give up, even tho im so close to the finish line. idc anymore

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

can someone smash my head with a hammer, so i can die in pain, because this is what i fucking deserve?

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

my body functioning better is triggering as fuck. im basically healthy now and im not disordered. everything is fine, im fine, im not sick 👍

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

my skin look horrible and my body is also disgusting... i only look decent when i have make up on and i cover up myself witjh clothes

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i didnt notice how bad my dark circles under my eyes are until i took a picture without make up... wtf

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i fucking hate myself and i should've died anlong time ago

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i rather die than have to live in this fucking ugly ass body

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

@fairywrennn thank u, wrennie

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i dont even feel proud of myself...

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i feel like absolute shit mentally, but i finished writing my thesis :> i have to write an introduction, finish bibliography and table of contents... and its done

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i feel like absolute shit mentally, but i finished writing my thesis :> i have to write an introduction, finish bibliography and table of contents... and its done

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

@fairywrennn

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

do you guys think im faking my disorder if i was able to 'ignore' it, because im focusing on my education...

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

@fairywrennnpriv im so sorry :( sending u hugs 🫂

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

@anangelrotshere thank you :(

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

guys, im so close to finishing my thesis. all im doing rn is fighting for my damn life while formatting the text lmao. i did it :)

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

@fairywrennn thank you!!!

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i would honestly die for her

[vamp // edtwt @vampyyfangs]

i was having a shitty day, but this super nice elderly lady, who lives downstairs told me i look pretty, that she rlly likes how i dress and i look elegant. it rlly made my day and now i want to cry SHE'S SO CUTE I LOVE HER