Vania

about feelings🦋

[Vania @vanneyaa]

Banyak rapuh yang harus terlihat rapih

[𑣲 @holylipss]

I wish for a relationship where we eat, drink and have fun together.

[Vania @vanneyaa]

@mooncakje sama njiers

[Vania @vanneyaa]

Seandainya kita ga mangu, aku pasti nemenin kmu sampe dititik yang kamu mau dan siap nikah 🙂‍↕️ Sekarang juga nemenin dan support tp rasanya kayak gatau bakal jd pasangan selamanya atau berakhir cuman jagain jodoh orng yang berujung selalu nanya seberapa lma nunggu keajaiban🫨

[uis. @queerisy]

kehidupan dewasa yang sesungguhnya

[Vania @vanneyaa]

@beayutiful Hi, akhirnya aku beli yang day 1. Let’s see yaa, hopefully both days hit the same 🫰🏻

[Vania @vanneyaa]

JUJUR BINGUNG, mending nonton the weeknd day 1 atau day 2 ya? Plusnya day 1 hari sabtu jd besoknya masih bisa istirahat huhu tp katanya day 1 ga begitu seru, bingung banget

[Vania @vanneyaa]

Sometimes I feel pathetic for ending up in this phase again begging my boyfriend just to keep me updated,give me attention,and make me feel cared for. It hurts because he was the one who once made me believe I was finally safe enough to heal from all the pain and trauma I carried

[Vania @vanneyaa]

Even the word ‘sorry’ coming from him is something I can’t believe anymore. I don’t know if he truly regrets it or if he just wants the problem to end quickly.

[Vania @vanneyaa]

Every time I try to express how I feel, I always say, ‘I’m hurt that you treat me this way.’ But it feels like the sadness I show doesn’t mean anything to him anymore. Sometimes I blame myself and wonder what’s wrong with me, why he treats me like this.

[Vania @vanneyaa]

I miss my bf, but at the same time he never even says he misses me. I feel like things are getting more and more bland, yet I still care and love him sehh. Apa gue plenger? perlu di kicau mania sajakah?

[Vania @vanneyaa]

makin di kerjain makin plenger ni krispy, Yaallah bissmillah 🤲🏻😭

[sky @nabastajla]

oh i wish..

[gadis @pelukgadis]

me ignoring my problems:

[Vania @vanneyaa]

Been dealing with a lot behind the scenes mental stuff, PCOS, alopecia, trauma. Still trying not to give up (skripsi juga lagi chaos lol). Please let me be happy too. Hoping for health, ease, and better days. But seeing people around me happy somehow makes me feel okay too 🤗