pio spending all his life being haunted by guilt and shame and thinking he'll never be accepted as he is or belong anywhere because of how his mom only cares about him when the piano is involved, his WICKED grandpa and his absent father i'm so sick
it gets worse everytime i think about how in pio and jeongyo's lives growing up, literally every present adult failed them and put them in circumstances that made their lives a living hell and they lost each other in the process too.. everybody except jeongpio just going to hell