vivi

relapsed- lw 32 kg
158 cm
cw 55 kg
gw 50 kg
ugw 45 kg
21 y/o

[vivi @vaovh9r]

@Em_ma2672 omg pizza and bread

[vivi @vaovh9r]

@ivorymittens great thread!!

[noa-chan @laineeeyybaby]

just fucking shoot me already

[littlemanbigd @lilmanbigdick]

this is so true lmfaooo i remember being called fat and that i look like hagrid at bmi 22 😭🙏

[vivi @vaovh9r]

also im pretty sure my bf is both scared and excited to know I'm relapsing
he's probably feeling guilty for being excited,but i can't blame him for wanting his gf not to be a fat ass
also makes sense that he isn't attracted to me rn

[vivi @vaovh9r]

i feel extremely depressed and moody and disgusting

[cassie @notverycassie]

bmi: fat
grades: low
face: ugly

[` @schiz04renic]

i’ve never been loved the way i love and that breaks my fucking heart

[thandi beer @bluelayzzz]

why would i need a blanket when i could just sleep under the weight of knowing that i'm just never enough

[𝔃𝓮𝓹𝓱𝔂𝓻 𝖔𝖋 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒𝖙𝔀𝖙 @Unloveable_zeph]

Ed starter pack fo 8-11 year olds‼️:
”how to get skinny fast”
”get abs in 2 days”
”how to get skinny thighs”
”korean workouts”
”how many calories are in _____”

[vivi @vaovh9r]

is there such thing as full recovery? I feel like I couldn't have gotten closer to it, got hospitalised, force fed, then accepted that it was for the best and complied for YEARS and now that I relapsed I look huge and i feel unlovable

[vivi @vaovh9r]

ok i used a weight loss projector
considering 900c/day I should lose 3 kg per month, so I should get to my gw by January?? god I hate being short so much
I'm on day 7/90 rn

[𝓦𝓻𝓮𝓷 -𝓐𝓵𝓮𝔁𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 💮 @t0xicbl00dx3]

How i feel posting vents