Shit is changing drastically.
I mean I have nobody
People are changing and leaving me
There is something wrong with me or should I just become cold and heartless like how they behave with me. they don't care about my feelings.
I don't know how it feels like to be first choice.
I don't know why but suddenly I miss my grandfather. E mane badshah keta hata and emni death Thai tyare hu hostel ma hato it was a shock for me atyare pan amukvaar emne vichari ne ankh ma Pani aavi jay chhe.
I miss him
He would've protected me from all of this shit.