Vatheja

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@dwekou Thank you, it’s a slow process and some days are better than others but I’m getting there

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I’m still alive!

‼️If you still have an ongoing commission with me please bump yourself up by shooting me a message. I will be going through them this coming week‼️

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@Feldwik As fun as it was there is things I do actually enjoy drawing more than heimussy,,

Tysm!!

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@DoctorMike6175 Loool that toothbrush is there because I like to scrub grout when I’m stressed (true tho)

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Found an amazing GP. She is actually taking me serious. Went to the neurologist today and He wants to rule out the possibility that I have Multiple sclerosis by doing an MRI on my head.

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@YourHostNick Thank you so much! I really hope I get answers soon

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@Hornytoad7777

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Impending doom has been killing me too. What about all the artwork that I could possibly never create? The stories I can’t experience?

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@Goblin_Witches It really is. I know my body so well… How could they tell me it’s just stress? I lived a happy care free life up until that one night where everything changed…

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Keep themselves moisturised. My heart is doing whatever it wants to atp. Pressure in my nose/ears. Feeling my pulse in my left butt cheek suddenly. Legs turning blue. Breathing out feels like I’m hitting a wall. Weird rashes, back pain, pain in general. And ontop of this all

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@caleokathaline Thank you.. I do feel like there is no end to this. I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired

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If you’re a friend or close one of mine.. do not ask me if I’m doing better. The answer has been no for months, and just when I think it’s better, the next day it’s 2 times worse, I don’t see a future for myself where I’ll go back to what I used to be no matter how hard I try

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Doctors said it was nothing months ago and I finally managed to gather the strength to go back tomorrow and I’m not gonna step back until they give me answers. I’m so very tired.

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The answer is always no. I don’t look like myself anymore, I wanna cry. I want my body back, I want my health back, I want the energy to do anything back. I’m constantly battling with the need to sleep, but then I lay down and my heart skips beats and my breathing turns bad.

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I’m still alive. I haven’t gotten back to commissions yet at all. As much as I want to be happy and awake and socialise and work… I am at my limits. I’m genuinely convinced I am dying of something. My digestion is not working properly despite eating healthier. My eyes can’t

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@444DarkAngel444 I might be silent most of the time but I think of you often!!!😔💕

[【Officer Whimzee】🚨📢 @_Whimzee]

Oh no! twt is using my art for it's generative Ai!
🫳 *drops this here*

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@michelle_yuumi Unfortunately I can’t move… I cleaned it with bleach so hopefully it’s okay for a while. I’m gonna keep an eye on those spots

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I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

I really want to go back to work and draw me pegging champs.

I feel like I am suffocating almost non stop and it’s getting worse. I can’t wait for the appointment next week give me an inhaler SOMETHING this is hell