I’m still alive!
‼️If you still have an ongoing commission with me please bump yourself up by shooting me a message. I will be going through them this coming week‼️
Found an amazing GP. She is actually taking me serious. Went to the neurologist today and He wants to rule out the possibility that I have Multiple sclerosis by doing an MRI on my head.
@Goblin_Witches It really is. I know my body so well… How could they tell me it’s just stress? I lived a happy care free life up until that one night where everything changed…
Keep themselves moisturised. My heart is doing whatever it wants to atp. Pressure in my nose/ears. Feeling my pulse in my left butt cheek suddenly. Legs turning blue. Breathing out feels like I’m hitting a wall. Weird rashes, back pain, pain in general. And ontop of this all
If you’re a friend or close one of mine.. do not ask me if I’m doing better. The answer has been no for months, and just when I think it’s better, the next day it’s 2 times worse, I don’t see a future for myself where I’ll go back to what I used to be no matter how hard I try
Doctors said it was nothing months ago and I finally managed to gather the strength to go back tomorrow and I’m not gonna step back until they give me answers. I’m so very tired.
The answer is always no. I don’t look like myself anymore, I wanna cry. I want my body back, I want my health back, I want the energy to do anything back. I’m constantly battling with the need to sleep, but then I lay down and my heart skips beats and my breathing turns bad.
I’m still alive. I haven’t gotten back to commissions yet at all. As much as I want to be happy and awake and socialise and work… I am at my limits. I’m genuinely convinced I am dying of something. My digestion is not working properly despite eating healthier. My eyes can’t
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I really want to go back to work and draw me pegging champs.
I feel like I am suffocating almost non stop and it’s getting worse. I can’t wait for the appointment next week give me an inhaler SOMETHING this is hell