My lingering feelings for you keeps on reminding me to watch you even though it will not be appreciated. Maybe I'll be contented of being an aundience that will care for you, on your story.
You've tried to save the relationship and my other self gave me a choice of choosing myself or you. And I choose myself because of the 4 years we've been in relationship I never choose myself, I kept sacrificing myself for you. Maybe it is the right time to choose myself too.
You're ashamed but that person disregard it. He fought to your family and ask forgiveness for the sake of you and you alone. I always want to make you feel happy but you keep on blaming me for being sad and alone.
For you to smile again, encouragement even though he is struggling with his own problem. Pleasuring you even sacrificing his own happiness the illusion that made you smile also made you forget of the real person sacrificing for you.
You're being appreciated by many people, longing for that appreciation because you never felt that again because of the problems you're encountering. Those illusions of happiness made you smile again but you forgot that there that person who gives effort