I want to share my creepy experience, last night.
So nagpunta ako ng church malapit samin since may pa christmas lights event, then I am alone that time. Then may isang guy na sig lapit saakoa I thought wala lang. Then he sat beside me, asking "Hi, ikaw ra isa?"
Then nung hindi na sya nakatingin sakin, I walked away from him at lumipat ako ng pwesto. Then nakita ko ulit siya attempting na lumapit sakin. Ayon lumapit na ko banda sa may mga sundalo ba yon or police malapit sa church.
Been fighting HIV alone for 2 years na din, and mahirap sa part ko na wala akong mapagsabihan kasi alam ko naman na din sasabihin nila. That's why I'm working hard for myself, kasi if ipagtabuyan man nila ako, atleast kahit papano makakayanan kong mabuhay mag isa.
but now, I have this kind of virus in my body, I feel hopeless man gud na is there someone ba na dadating pa sakin? For sure some of you will say na u need to love yourself. Huhu I truly love myself, pero huhu iba pa din if you have someone to lean huhu
There are some point in my life na, yes I love being single, tried to be happy being alone. But the sad things are i dont have someone that I can talk to about random things, may times na gusto ko magpaka baby din haha. Nakakamiss lang yung araw na im so deeply inloved to someone
Classes start na sa monday, and I am preparing myself (mentally and physically) to survive this school year and I'm hoping for the work promotion soon β¨