โI never thought that I would see the day
That I'd decide if I should leave or stay
But in the end what makes it worth the fights
That no matter what happens we try to make it rightโโฆ..
as an avoidant, i ruin things before they can ruin me.
i overthink, i pull away, i create distance and then i tell myself "see? they would've left anyway." but deep down, i know i'm the one who pushed them out.