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𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 my wl diary | cw: 50.5KG🐻‍❄️gw: 49.5KG

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

— 𐔌՞ unpinning at 50kg ⋆˚࿔

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

i can’t do this how do i go from mia to ana my health is declining at a terrifying rate

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

how to be good at restricting again

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

i hate myself i gained 1KG and can’t seem to lose it

[g @34rths]

Looking at younger pictures of me and realizing that I'm not as ugly as I remember. I was so mean to myself

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

how much must i weigh to be happy with how i look ☹️

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

i don’t understand why after losing weight, i look heavier than i am. when i was heavier i easily looked 10KG lighter than i was but now that i weigh around 50KG, i still look like a fat blob. what the hell is going on why am i still so fat after losing the weight…

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

only way to stop is to stop the food noise i guess…

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

i’ve been off my meds for ard a month and gosh i’m so puffy from b/p-ing…i want to reduce my cheeks so bad :( it did go down so much when i stopped purging as much

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

i’m probably gonna go back on my medicine starting tomorrow, it’s been a week back from my trip and no matter how hard i try i can’t stop purging

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

I’M OUT OF BMI20 EVERYONE 🎉🎉🎉

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

I HAVE A BUNCH OF NEW GAMES TO PLAY TO OCCUPY MY TIME ☺️☺️☺️ new tomodachi life, whisper of the house, sticky business & unpacking 🫶

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

that’s my next goal btw!! 3 weeks to graduation, hopefully i can reach my goal weight by then😭 seems possible, 3~4KG left to lose

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

hehe my boyfriend’s mom asked me if i slimmed down 😊 means it’s getting obvious and it’s showing!! can’t wait to lose just a little more and show up at graduation looking better🤩

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

came back from 3 weeks of holiday and only gained 0.4KG WHO CHEERED

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

definitely think once i’m back from my trip i can hit my cgw!! i managed to lose 2.5KG this week after coming back from my overseas trip 😣

unfortunately was just a few days off from hitting my cgw :(

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

i didn’t hit my gw of 52KG but i’m 53KG so i’ll take that!! it’s so hard to lose weight during travel…hopefully i manage to maintain 😣🙏 hope that my strategy of walking a lot and lowering my portion intake will help

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

scrolling through my notes app and found my old measurements…decided to retake them after 1 & 1/2 years…

can’t tell if this is good or ass given that i fell into a b/p cycle for the entire of 2025💀

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

— 𐔌՞ unpinning at 52kg ⋆˚࿔

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

by a bunch i mean a lot of water weight 🙈but around 3KG!!

[vee ⋆˚.ᐟ @veeveeberries]

guess who’s father came home with semaglutide 😝 been on it for four days and i’ve lost a bunch of weight