⠀ ⠀i have a feeling you got everything you wanted, and you’re not wasting time stuck here like me. you’re just thinking it’s a small thing that happened, the world ended when it happened to me.
⠀ ⠀ ⠀but honestly i don't know if i'll ever change & honestly i don't know if you feel the same & honestly there is nobody to blame for all the things i want、& all that i don't! but honestly i don't care that you went away & honestly i don't care that you didn't stay.
⠀⠀⠀⠀ when i lifted her urn divinity says、 ‘destiny can’t be earned or returned’ i feel when i start to question、 my skin starts to burn. why does my skin start to burn?
i know you could’ve aimed for my head、 killing me in an instant. so i will be forever thankful that you burned through my heart、 so i could see you one last time without feeling the pain of your betrayal.
something wicked this way comes and as i set to face it、im unsure should i embrace it、should i run? what motivates me? hatred? is it love? what's more wrong : that i too wish to be great、or my mother wished she'd had a son?
you’ve always wanted to cure what you thought were weaknesses. your leg. your disease. but you were never broken、viktor. there is beauty in imperfections. they made you who you are. an inseparable piece of everything.. i admired about you.