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of ㅤㅤ⠀seasons ㅤㅤ⠀and ㅤㅤ⠀proemsㅤㅤ⠀ー ㅤㅤ⠀delilah

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blur ★ 보물 상자 ー ledger of thoughts

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edited by meiatoo on tiktok

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maybe in the next life, i’ll be something to show off and not something to hide.

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is this how you want to be loved for the rest of your life?

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i started shrinking.
speaking softer.
asking for less.

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edited by cryingcitylife on tiktok.
original music by cryingcitylife

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tell me, was it her?
or was it just her
because she wasn’t me

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it was a long time ago.
it doesn’t matter anymore.

and yet i cannot let it go.

i cannot let it go.

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i started shrinking. speaking softer. asking for less.

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‘cause when you say that i’m the only one, did you mean that i’m the closest one around?

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but when did bare minimum start feeling like something i should be grateful for?

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is this how you want to be loved for the rest of your life?

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https://t.co/G1LR3c9zcM

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i’ve shown my body more times than i’ve gotten flowers ー and that’s funny because i love flowers but i hate my body.

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pretty enough to be lusted after, not pretty enough to be loved.

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and you forgive her
over and over again
because isn’t that what love is?
isn’t that what patience looks like?

or is this just what settling feels like?

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